take a deep breath...

finally, i can breath anymore fiiiiuuuuh... i mean, you know take a deep breath of freedom! this month i've been busy due to tasks and some test at school. i lost my precious and quality time to spent with my family and friends. but thank goodness that today until next week i got holiday! yet in this holiday i have to go to school sometimes due to i have some project with my friends (guess what?). .have you ever feel like you tired and bored with your daily routines but situation prohibit you to stop?. wanna scream and cry as loud as you can, and the only thing you can do just take a deep breath all over again. yes it's feels like asdfghjkl can't describe in a words. i get stressed easily when there's a problem that haven't solved. sometimes i wanna give up but sometimes deep down inside says you can't stop. don't let the resolution of the problem define your success or failure. you have no control over how things work out.. there's a strength inside that make me sure i can through this and get a good reward of all my hard work.

maybe, somehow, for some people, being angry and blame someone to face problems seems easier than calm and think positive. if you know me, i am rarely get angry i always looked calm and cool outside even in urgent situation where most people are so panic. actually, i am not as calm as they knew. i am not a kind of person that good of expressing emotion.  most of my friends says, i am not laugh when something really funny and laugh in something is not funny at all.. freak enough, huh? -__-  well. I actually just amuse myself when i am laughing at something that is not funny at all. hhhmmmm i always think that i need time on my own to solve my problem, never thought that i need someone to help me at least entertain me or something like that. when you think you wanna give up just remember the feel will you  get after your hard work! keep on fire, keep on spirit!  it's time to refresh my mind,  hang-out with ma girls,surfing on internet, listening a music, reading novels or comics, do some tasks and solve my problems one by one! Life without risk is life that unlived! So i'll take the risk and the consequences. "By letting it go it all gets done. The world is won by those who let it go. But when you try and try, the world is beyond the winning." - lao tzu

 take a rest and greet the morning with the fresh brain .huuuuffttt let's take a deep breath. inhale positivity. exhale negativity! with spirit and love <333 ;)